Role models of greatness.

Here you will discover the back stories of kings, titans of industry, stellar athletes, giants of the entertainment field, scientists, politicians, artists and heroes – all of them gay or bisexual men. If their lives can serve as role models to young men who have been bullied or taught to think less of themselves for their sexual orientation, all the better. The sexual orientation of those featured here did not stand in the way of their achievements.

Monday, January 8, 2024

Leonard Bernstein

*UPDATED January 7, 2024 to include mention of the 2023 bio-film MAESTRO.

 

a gay man who dabbled in the straight world


Bernstein photographed in 1988 at home in Connecticut.


Leonard Bernstein* (1918-1990) was a celebrity American conductor and composer. As principal conductor and music director of the New York Philharmonic, he was without peer, so much so that the orchestra had a difficult time recovering when he departed the podium. He composed music for the concert hall, cinema and the theater, making him the most celebrated American composer since George Gershwin.

*He pronounced his surname BURN-stine, not BURN-steen.

Photo:
In the green room at Carnegie Hall 1951, with sister Shirley.

His personal life, however, was one of deception. Bernstein’s homosexual proclivities were undisputed and well documented. Because he married and had children, many people assume he was bisexual. But Arthur Laurents, who collaborated with Bernstein on West Side Story, related that Bernstein was simply "a gay man who got married. He wasn't conflicted about his sexual orientation at all. He was just gay." Leonard Bernstein, Jerome Robbins, Arthur Laurents and Stephen Sondheim were the four gay Jewish men, all working at the very top of their craft, who created West Side Story, one of the most enduring musicals of the 20th century. Like many gay men of his generation, Bernstein appeared to be a devoted husband and father in public while carrying on a promiscuous homosexual life behind the scenes.

While still a student at Harvard, Bernstein had an affair with his mentor, famed conductor Dimitri Mitropoulos, and after a sexual dalliance he became close to gay composer Aaron Copland. Many say that Bernstein chose to marry to dispel rumors about his homosexual activity, which would have made it difficult to secure a major conducting appointment, given the conservative nature of orchestra boards. Bernstein had an on-again, off-again relationship with his future wife Felicia, a Chilean actress, but Bernstein broke off their engagement, telling Felicia that he was homosexual. In spite of this, she continued to pursue him. Their arrangement was such that, so long as he did not embarrass her publicly, he was free to pursue his homosexual affairs.

Photo:
With wife Felicia and children 1956.

A major event in Bernstein's personal life was his decision that he could no longer repress his homosexuality; he left his wife in 1976 to live with  Tom Cothran, his male lover at the time. Bernstein was going to Paris to spend half a year with Cothran, whom Felicia detested. At the Carnegie Hall holiday concert of Peter and the Wolf that year, Lenny conducted and Felicia narrated. The two had been booked long in advance of their personal turmoil, but there was no question of the Bernsteins not fulfilling their obligation. When Bernstein took the podium, the audience went wild. At the end of the concert, an assistant brought a hundred red roses to him. Lenny walked across the stage to hand the roses to Felicia,  but as he did so, she pivoted on her heel and stormed offstage. The giant bouquet fell to the floor with a thwump, and the audience gasped. Afterward, Bernstein was disconsolate, but went through with his plan to join Cothran in Paris. The next year Felicia was diagnosed with lung cancer, and Bernstein moved back in to care for her until she died in 1978 (Bernstein himself was to die of progressive lung failure). Most biographies of Bernstein relate that his lifestyle became more excessive and his homosexual activities cruder and less discrete after her death. Cothran died of AIDS in 1981.

Just three years before his marriage, Bernstein visited Israel (1948) and had an affair with Azariah Rapoport, a stunning young Israeli soldier who was his guide. Bernstein was madly in love: "I can't quite believe that I should have found all the things I've wanted rolled into one. It's a hell of an experience – nerve-racking and guts-tearing and wonderful. It's changed everything."

*In late 2023 Netflix released MAESTRO, a biographical film starring Bradley Cooper (with a prosthetic nose) as Bernstein. The screenplay focused on Bernstein's relationship with his wife Felicia and the impact his dalliances with men (often his younger students), alcohol and drug abuse had on their marriage. Cooper directed the film and co-wrote the screenplay.

Professionally, however, Bernstein felt that his homosexuality was a curse. He underwent psycho-analysis with Hungarian-born Dr. Sandor Rado, whose specialty was "curing" homosexual men of their "inversion". Bernstein felt marriage could “save” him from a homosexual life style. (A personal comment here: homosexuality is not a life style. “Preppy” is a life style; homosexuality is a sexual orientation)

A friend of the Bernsteins who was visiting their home recalled finding Bernstein in a hallway making out with a beautiful twenty-year old boy while his wife was sitting by herself in the living room. His wife also suffered the humiliation of receiving phone calls and discovering love letters from her husband's many boyfriends. Shortly after 1973, when Bernstein met the young Tom Cothran (musical director of Radio KKHI-FM in Denver), he became so infatuated with the boy that he allowed his wife to catch them in bed together.

Photo:
With young gay conductor 
Michael Tilson Thomas 1974

After his wife died Bernstein abandoned all caution. By this time addicted to alcohol and drugs, he became open and crude about his homosexual activity. Pianist William Huckaby, after performing at a White House recital, was talking with President Carter when he "felt these hands clamped on my shoulders.” He was whirled around and forced into a deep French kiss right in front of the President, who walked away in astonishment and embarrassment. During his sixties and seventies, Bernstein surrounded himself with an entourage of beautiful boys, each one as intoxicated and obnoxious as his patron.

Many who knew him suggest that Bernstein became frustrated and cantankerous in his later years because he had never able to match the brilliance and popularity of West Side Story (1957), composed when he was in his late thirties. He was forever chasing and trying (unsuccessfully) to live up to his own fame. He also became increasingly intolerant of being called "Lenny" by those outside his inner circle and forever corrected those who pronounced his last name Burn-steen; he pronounced his name closer to the German way, BURN-stine. Bernstein means "amber" in German. In truth, Bernstein had changed his first name to Leonard when he was fifteen years old; he had been born Louis Bernstein.

After Felicia's death, Bernstein dealt with much guilt over how his homosexual activity adversely affected her. Some of this guilt and conflict was expressed in his 1983 opera, A Quiet Place, which tackled issues close to Bernstein’s life. Its story is one of suffering the loss of a loved one and a father’s acceptance of a gay son.

Bernstein's obituary in the New York Times (1990) made clear mention of his homosexuality. Since then many fans still visit his grave at Green-Wood Cemetery in Brooklyn, New York.

Photo: Bernstein at the piano in 1944 at age 26.


Most of the information in this post comes from Meryle Secrest’s “Leonard Bernstein: A Life” and Charles Kaiser's “The Gay Metropolis.”

Note: Bisexuality is a thorny label. Do we call Bernstein bisexual because he married and fathered three children? The recently deceased Arthur Laurents did not think we should. He said Bernstein was a "gay man who married." I go about it this way. If a person has sexual relations regularly with both men and women, then I call that person bisexual. Bernstein's sexual relations before, during and after his marriage were overwhelmingly homosexual, so I agree with Laurents' assessment. The same with actor Anthony Perkins, who did not have a sexual experience with a female until he was 39 years old (he was so closeted and paranoid prior to that time that he insisted on parking blocks away from the homes of his male lovers and arrived at events and restaurants well before or after his boyfriends). Those who knew Perkins said that he'd let nothing stand in the way of his career, and getting married served his career goals. Once he sampled married life, he was so relieved that the gay rumors and suspicions no longer haunted him that he at last settled into a zone comfortable for him. If the gay rumors about George Gershwin proved true, I'd label him bisexual, because he was known to have regular sexual relations with women. Pete Townshend? I call him bisexual, too. Bernstein? Not so much.

And to those many responses in the comments section (below) who tell me that it is not my business to mention Bernstein's sexuality, I draw your attention to the first paragraph at the top of this blog, which I created to give encouragement to young men who were bullied, discriminated against, and/or shunned by their teachers or parents. You can succeed in realizing your life goals -- and it really does get better with age. May you be inspired by the life stories of the men feature here.


30 comments:

  1. Well, one cannotdeny one's sexual proclivities. The man was a genius, no doubt.

    ReplyDelete
  2. Tom Cothran was more than just "Leonard Bernstein's lover." Has anyone done the research to tell us more about him? I do know he was academically brilliant in his music research. How must he have felt as he fell ill and approached 1981 when the "gay disease" was first recognized as AIDS, and so many gay men began dying. I knew Tom in high school in Pasadena CA in the early 60's and briefly touched base years later in Niles IL. He was one of those who always seemed to speak a higher and rarer language than those of us who are merely smart. He was brilliant.

    ReplyDelete
    Replies
    1. My brother, Bill, went to PHS with Tom and then both went on to Harvard. Tom stored boxes of his personal effects with my brother when he moved to New York. After Bernstein‘s death, my brother contacted the Bernstein estate and offered these documents for their archives. They declined. Not sure where this material is now

      Delete
  3. I met Leonard Bernstein in Israel. I think it was May or June of 1981. I know it was during the last meeting between Sadat and Began, right before Israel bombed the nuclear power plant in Iraq. He was there with a boyfriend, whom I remember as a young American actor. I wonder if anyone knows who that was?

    ReplyDelete
    Replies
    1. It might have been Marlon Brando. See the book on Brando, "Brando Unzipped". It reveals the many homosexual relationships--as well as heterosexual ones--known to the actor.

      Delete
    2. Just noticed this reply to my post. I think I would have recognized Marlon Brando. It wasn't him. He wouldn't have been so young in 1981, and he wasn't as handsome as Brando either.

      Delete
  4. I kind of doubt that anyone would have considered Marlon Brando young in 1981, so that's unlikely.

    ReplyDelete
  5. There is no news about a relathionship between Bernstein and the bariton Thomas Hampson?

    ReplyDelete
  6. Did Bernstein ever have a sexual relationship with Michael Tilson Thomas?

    ReplyDelete
  7. I regularly ate breakfast with Leonard Berstein at a restaurant called "The Bagel". It was located on W4th. St. off 6th ave. He was funny and very witty and extremely kind to talk with anybody near his table.

    I was privileged to be able to talk with Lenny as was called personnaly. One of the talks was very important to me as a young Music Major at NYU and he told me that "kindness trumps "passion everytime".

    It took me years to figure out what he meant. "Kindness is directed mostly to people outside of yourself and passion was only about yourself."

    A couple of years went by quickly and Lenny told what that talk and his words to me about kindness meant...He was a wonderful human being and extraordinary musician...Jack Baker NYC NY

    ReplyDelete
  8. I think he was adorable. Breaks my heart with hopeless love every time I look t him. I know how Felicia felt.

    ReplyDelete
  9. I think he was unbearably handsome. Breaks my heart with love for him, every time I see his picture. Even though he is dead, was married, and gay, still I love him.

    ReplyDelete
  10. he was pompous, crude, arrogant, and music sounds same. He was forever chasing more fame, and the zeal/zest for more and more and more. A hustler. an american.

    ReplyDelete
    Replies
    1. This comment says more about you than Bernstein.

      Delete
    2. NO he was exactly right about Bernstein He was a devious nasty drunk who floated around on elevator shoes(because he was so short)using young boy musicians dumping them after use only loved himself vile egotist But brilliant conductor.

      Delete
    3. You are exactly right he was a vile self absorbed egotist





      you are right he was an extremely egoistic little very little creep he lied about almost everything for example koussevitsky died in his arms he was not even there always preening in front of young boys he used his conducting was brilliant his personality was awful.


      Delete
    4. Interesting ! comments of the "Anonymous"
      Caroline

      Delete
    5. your implications that because we are choosing anonymous is making what we say about L.b invalid is absolute snidy trash.

      Delete
  11. His scores for 'West Side Story' and 'Candide' are fabulous, and so is that 'piano concerto' based on the Auden poem 'The Age of Anxiety'. I'm surprised that is not played more. I've had the Lukas Foss original recording of it since I was 8.

    I hadn't known he'd become so vile, although he'd definitely gotten a belly, which I noticed in that docu on recording 'West Side Story' with Kiri TeKanawa. He was having trouble with the tenor (the 3rd one besides Pavarotti and Domingo--can't remember the name) not being able to get it right. I always thought of him as this kind of King of Manhattan. Clearly, even though he wasn't that old when he died, he was dying and conscious of it if he became that crude.

    ReplyDelete
  12. I met LB in 1983 at a private party while he was on tour with the Vienna Symphony. I was 22, just out. He invited me to an after party dinner with Harry the manager, Zimmerman the pianist and someone else. When we arrived via limo to the dinner, I had not imagined that we would have dined in his hotel suite. He invited me to the rehearsal the next day. I went with a straight friend. LB and I did not speak, he was busy with the press. I left without greeting him. That evening he had called about town and got my phone number.He called me before the concert to tell me he wanted to see me after the concert. I saw him backstage with a 'date' who I was madly in love with at the time. LB wanted to know where we were going after and he followed us to a local bar. He drank whiskey, smoked Merits like a chimney and was not at all elegant. A real ham, not my type at all. I left the bar with my date and he spent the whole night at an adjacent sushi bar drinking so much he almost cancelled the concert the day after in the same town.

    ReplyDelete
    Replies
    1. How did he find your personal phone number did he ask your name? and how did you know he spent all night in a suchi bar and was practically unfit to conduct next day? you left remember.

      Delete
  13. My God....Who cares about all
    of this. Straight, bi, homosexual... whatever. The most important thing is that he was larger than life. The most important musician of the 20st century. He WAS music. His influence in the musical world was enormous!!

    ReplyDelete
  14. I'm not sure that it's your place to label someone else's sexuality, period. There are bisexual people (myself included) who are monogamous with their spouse. To define us by who we have the most sex with is insulting. Just report the facts about his relationships. There's no need to label it.

    ReplyDelete
  15. I think brilliant people fall prey to all the weaknesses that strike lesser mortals. Just because they create great beauty does not mean they are always beautiful. Their fame probably fuels their ego in a disastrous way....power...money...celebrity. Might be a life with hidden problems?

    ReplyDelete
  16. L.B. he was simply a homosexual who chose to get married and have children. But he remains a homosexual.

    ReplyDelete
  17. I’m in a similar situation and I agree with you. I am homosexual man, married to a woman for many years but I am still a homosexual. I can identify with LB with the exception that I don’t smoke. My wife and I enjoyed Maestro.

    ReplyDelete